that sinking feeling..

no reason to feel this way..

prolly its just the night shift and no sleep throughout the day..



nonetheless.. that sinking feeling..

i can't fucking wait for:

1. my brother to get a job in KL and get out of the fucking house.
2. i get married and i get out of the fucking house.

actually.. i don't mind any combination as long as he's not near my vicinity..

kat sayeth imma buddha therefore i roxxxors

Some days, I'm truly convinced that you're either really selfish or truly ignorant..

You don't like to wait, yet you make me wait..

You want me to layan you and expect me to answer all your yms but yet you leave me hanging..

You want to be heard but you don't listen..

So yea.. You're either really selfish or truly ignorant..

Either way, I love you..

It just.. makes.. me.. more.. tired..

Good nite.

too many things run in my head recently.. some of them don't really have anything to do with each other.. my point is..

i've felt my heart sink.. and no it's not because of my dad..

i feel.. depression..

i feel like dying..

this sucks

the silence closes its curtains and a little voice cries out..

these are the days when i feel i should draw myself away from people..

today is one of those days.. that i really really.. reaaally wish i had more cash.. so much so im willing to do anything for it.. it may be the root of all evil but it is also the blockade to my satisfaction..