been bounded by the shackles of consequences for a long time

for too long have i yearn the taste of freedom

to start anew

alas

bounded by the shackles of consequences

when feelings are only feelings
.
...
.
hang a smile and take a bow
.
...
.
for the next step is the realizing
.
...
.
that nothing changes no matter how
.
...
.
so i tip my hat and say good night
.
...
.
to another day with lesser might
.
...
.
knowing full well that i really have nothing to say
.
...
.
for all the conflicts within me, here's to another day

i
just
don't
care
anymore
.
it
will
never
change
.
and
there
is
no
hope
.
only
indifference

sorry for not being able to fake a smile that well anymore~

i wish there was something to look forward to this year..

but there isn't any..

welcome 2009

doubts?

sure.. i can live with that~




atonement?

sure.. i can live with that~




indifferent?

sure.. i can live with that~

some people just don't know what they want nor do they know what they're asking for



gth

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start