it's been awhile since i last put anything here. but i guess i've found the need to do so once more..

there's this nagging, depressing feeling that my life is so full of regrets. every stage, every chapter, every year it is filled with much sorrow and regret. life didn't really throw shit at me, i jumped into a pool of it myself.
- i regretted being anti-social in highschool form 1-3
- i regretted not practicing my guitar more and upping my skill level
- i regretted doing the many things i did throughout form 4-5
- i regretted not taking care of my body that is now broken and hurting everyday
- i regretted buying the bike
- i regretted buying that fender squire which price/worth ratio sucked more than i can ever imagine
- i regretted not increasing my electric guitar skills
- i regretted not reaching out to shu lin during ns
- i regretted not having enough patience with sue ping
- i regretted not appealing for alpha when i got into diploma and now am not able to graduate with friends whom i care more then they know
- i regretted totalling the car
- i regretted giving up my integrity

i regretted many.. many more things~ dammit